Endoh’s Dungeon

How many times have you been frowned at or criticized for not trusting your friends or your partner? How many times have nasty situations been placed upon your shoulders that it was YOU and YOUR DISTRUST that led to the falling out? Or worse, have you experienced the difficulties in having to trust a person by giving the benefit of doubt?

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I know I have not been blogging for a really long time, but well, I feel that no apologies is needed for that. But to all my friends, thank you for showering me with your care and concerns. Maybe this post will give you a birdeye’s view of what’s going on during my disappearance.

Work haven’t been exactly the way I hope for in the past 2 months. Due to some reasons, I lost 3 projects in a space of 2 months, beginning from my reservist in January. I’m not exactly struggling now, but I think there are certain issues that I need to explore and rectify. I guess that’s a very usual process most of us go through in work… assess, re-assess… and re-re-assess.

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A reader by the name of Johnson left a very angry comment in my previous post, read my previous post if you’d like. I ain’t mad with him of course, but his short comment has firmly rooted the basis of my statement “that many civil servants condemned by the average Singaporeans”.

In the previous post, I talked about some heartfelt feelings I had of civil service. I spoke of the daunting viruses that spreaded themselves across the entire network, and I also spoke against my fellow peers… two of which stay a couple of blocks away from me. For a bit, it sounded a little damning of the civil service we have, but like I have said at the end of it, there were the good and the bad.

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Over the years, many friends have often asked me why did I call it quits with civil service? The increment each year offered me a salary package higher than a fresh degree student would be paid for. In addition, we “enjoyed” more off days than the average worker in Singapore would have. Without taking into account all the free improvement courses we get to attend, we also appear to be enjoying endless privileges of discounts on certain products through the internal clubhouse.

All the doubts over my sudden resignation one day, can actually be simplified into one general question. Given the above perks and all, ain’t I stupid to resign?

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Enough said… another bottle emptied. Let’s have one more.